The path is narrow
And I am exhausted
Cannot breathe
The suffocation of hope
Breathing so shallow
Brings me closer to the edge
Get me a rope, get me a sword
Cut a vein with a razor
I am hollow
I am broken
I am bleeding
My mind is a traitor
Screaming at me
Breaking
Dear God why
Why am I here
Suffering
Why is everyone
Suffering
What is the point
What is the reason
Why is everything
Leading to my final place
Where I see so perfectly
I worry that
There is nothing
There never was
God I know you exist
So why do you let us linger
In sad regret, pain unrelenting
Why do we suffer
If you are good
Why do we die
I don’t know
It is so absurd
Without meaning
That I can see
